Sometimes it is extremely difficult to make a decision even though you know deep down what the decision should be. I'm at that point right now. Torn between doing what I feel obligated to do, and doing what is in my heart. Truth is, at the end of the day, my heart is hurting more than my feet, or my back, or my head. My heart isn't in this anymore. I can't pinpoint why. There is something missing, a link that isn't there, and I just can't seem to reach these children. I cannot do a job if my heart isn't in it, and that's pretty much the bottom line.
I know that whatever happens next is in God's hands. If I've taken a step away from the road I should be on, I pray He will lead me back to where I need to be. If I have yet to start on the correct path, I pray that our Lord will guide me there.
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Tuesday, February 02, 2010
Lead and I'll Follow
Sometimes it is extremely difficult to make a decision even though you know deep down what the decision should be. I'm at that point right now. Torn between doing what I feel obligated to do, and doing what is in my heart. Truth is, at the end of the day, my heart is hurting more than my feet, or my back, or my head. My heart isn't in this anymore. I can't pinpoint why. There is something missing, a link that isn't there, and I just can't seem to reach these children. I cannot do a job if my heart isn't in it, and that's pretty much the bottom line.
I know that whatever happens next is in God's hands. If I've taken a step away from the road I should be on, I pray He will lead me back to where I need to be. If I have yet to start on the correct path, I pray that our Lord will guide me there.
I know that whatever happens next is in God's hands. If I've taken a step away from the road I should be on, I pray He will lead me back to where I need to be. If I have yet to start on the correct path, I pray that our Lord will guide me there.
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